carmilla!!
it/she ✦ 30+yrs ✦ butch lesbian ✦ Shoshone
⤷ system ✦ discord borlaaq
more did & schizophrenia. intersex. transfem.
special interests!!
| cellphones, religion & mythology, computer viruses, fantasy gore/guro, body horror. |
comfort characters!!
| don quixote (both). ryōshū. jia xichun. angela. dongbaek. karlach. zelda. mr veils. mr candles. |
favorites!!
| project moon , baldur's gate 3, legend of zelda, fallen london, nier, final fantasy xiv, warframe. |
the antikythera system!!
📧 hermes (it/its)
protector & host (?)
🕯️ icarus (it/he)
customer service voice (ex-host)
🔆 apollo (she/he/it)
Autism™ (& caretaker)
⚜
🔁 nemesis (she/he)
the gamer (derogatory)
🕳️ mansus (it/he)
prosecutor & memory holder
☕ styx (they/she/he)
gatekeeper
subsystem!!
🩸 sancho (she/her)
introject & ???
🎠 SUEÑO (she/it)
introject & little
🔮 baoyu (he/she)
introject & trauma holder
⤷ back
» before you follow !!
im Carmilla. i write and roleplay primarily for Project Moon.30+yrs. butch lesbian. it/she
bipoc. intersex. plural. therian.
minors do not interact
anon requests or hatemail can go here:
⤷ tumblr or neospring
my kinks and ships can be considered problematic.i'm actually really nice and would love friends but i know this can make people uncomfortable!stay safe! block me if you need.
i don’t engage in discourse.
all of my interests and kinks are fictional only.
What you’ll probably see on my accounts:
✦ piss
✦ gore
✦ abuse
✦ hardcore BDSM that may not be safe or sane
✦ monsterfucking
✦ inhuman dicks
⤷ including knots and animal-based genitalia
✦ incest
✦ ageplay / age regression / cgl / abdl
im very mentally ill and have an degree in english to prove it. i’m sadly a published author of some very old and very bad vampire/werewolf novels and also a professional editor. i have DID, schizophrenia, and physical disabilities and these WILL appear in my writing.
ships:
quixote/sancho ✦ ryōshū/hong lu ✦ xichun/donq ✦ xichun/hong lu ✦ bari/sancho/quixote ✦ ishmael/donq/heathcliff (+ any combination) ✦ binah/angela ✦ faust/yisang ✦ dongbaek/yisang
main headcanons:
butch sancho ✦ transfem he/him quixote ✦ butch/genderfluid yisang ✦ butch he/him heathcliff ✦ transfem egg sinclair ✦ transfem hong lu ✦ faust, angela, dongbaek ult transfem lesbians ✦ tentacle dick ishmael ✦ knot heathcliff ✦ null hong lu
i sometimes use she/her for sinclair and hong lu.
i’m always open to talking about headcanons and hearing requests!! feel free to add me on discord: borlaaq
